Check my kitchen post: simple recipe

I wish tomoro, i will fit into that dress...and she better get it done tomoro.

Lots to blog but i'm lazy, maybe hmm...tomoro lar lol.

These few days, i'm happy being a sidekick in the kitchen, mum and aunt just love to have me and 'nag' bout how to cook this how to cook that, well i know they love to cook and bake and having me helping them wash, slice, cut, fry etc etc...ahaha.

But really enjoyable. Learned new stuffs.

Oh yaya, today, i makan 28 prawns!!! I just LOVE seafood!! I'm craving for crabs...daddy~~~ faster cook me my favourite crabs lar~~~
Thanks to aunt, very kind of her to cook me prawns. Ahh...maybe no prawns for me for more than a year starting next month!!

Later will blog more, if i have the mood, i'm so into some songs and movies now, and streamyx is really really getting more and more disappointing.....faster faster, move faster please!!

Torrents, seeds, leeches, i need more~~~~

I need not to think tonight...

Thousands of thoughts running cross my mind today, and i'm getting very very ''fan".

Now, let's see what can i do to drive myself crazy...

Why is it that when someone tells you that there’s billions of stars in the universe, you believe them. But if they tell you there’s wet paint somewhere you have to touch it?
-hmm, ppl can see stars blinking at night, you try ask anyone that are in the dark, that somewhere around them there's wet paint and i assure you that most of them will not touch but will walk cautiously to avoid, plus...they will believe it.

How can there be self-help “groups”?
-it's called so because they cant really self-help when they're alone, but they can when they're in 'groups'

Did you ever notice that if you blow in a dog's face it goes mad, yet when you take him on a car ride he sticks his head straight out the window?
-i didnt know that, but i guess that's because you have bad breath

If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?
-i dont know, as long as it's something you can see and touch, it'll be popular, maybe this is true for the first question too.

When cheese gets its picture taken, what does it say?
-hmm, maybe it says 'human', because when human take pics they say cheese.

Why isn’t the number 11 pronounced onety one?
-i think tenty one sounds better than onety one.

If it’s true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for?
-for us to help lar >.<. If there's no 'others' there wont be the word 'help' in the dictionary, if according to your question.

If 4 out of 5 people suffer from diarrhea does that mean the fifth one enjoys it?
-good question. The fifth one sure enjoys it.

If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes?
-this is so that the ancient scientists could have a job and so that they'll know man evolved from monkeys and apes. Understand? so they could compare!! and win Noble Prize.

What was the best thing before sliced bread?
-i think i'd like to squash the bread before i slice it, always very tempted when i see freshly baked bread lol.

If one synchronized swimmer drowns, do the rest drown too?
-they have to because they're synchornized, on the other hand, swimmers dont drown easily, swimming is a skill that'll be stored as long term memory like driving, even if you've lost all your memories, if you were thrown into a pool you wont drown, easily.

Why is there an expiration date on sour cream?
-that's to make sure that you dont sue the company if it's not sour anymore after the expiration date.

If you try to fail, and succeed, which have you done?
-i'm a winner in failure.

Why do you call it an asteroid when its outside the hemisphere, yet call it hemorrhoid when its in your ass?
-who cares, as long as the sound 'roid' is there, it always means something foreign and shouldnt be there?

Phew! This is very syok, to see my lameness gaining a higher level!! Dont think when doing this, just type after finish reading the last word of every question.

I'll do more blogging, coz i got requests!!

Chatted with a few friends online:-

Gals do really need to learn to be good painter, if and only if they love to 'ban leng'. Look at those colours!! OMG the price is seriously crazy, and the time spent!! One make up took you half an hour??!!

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I think maybe i have some super power!! Simply guess that V Co actually has a bear and yup! Bingo! he really does have one, only that...only that...it was given to him during convo lol.

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No baby face please...ok, maybe the look doesnt matter, the character matters the most lol. But still, i prefer macho, tall, cool, manly, guy. Ahh yesterday i was watching this Hindustan movie (i just love it, the music, the colours, the dancing, the culture). I know just the one the fit all those traits i mentioned, Hrithrik Roshan, though i never liked him before, always perfer those Khans over him(Shah Rukh's still my favourite, Salman so so, Ali Saif as well, Aamir is a good actor!), but yes he's the man lol. Ops sorry, pretty boy is allowed, once in awhile, ONLY!

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This gal, i think she's falling, or maybe she's just lonely? *sob..sob...* do you know that i'm a
'victim' of hers? She came to chat because the 'him' she wanted to chat with wasnt online, not because she missed me, and she was frust that why she has to be the one to start the conversation every time? and why he acted like endah tak endah like that? Poor gal haha. Dont deny it dear, it's good to fall and to like somebody. So, JUST ADMIT IT, THAT YOU LIKE HIM!! If not you wont be so emo when he's not online, cared so much if he thinks you're very crappy and boring etc...oh ho ho another 'lovely' case!! But it doesnt matter if he doesnt msg you first, i think sometimes, action speaks louder than words, what is done is way better than what is said haha. Wait, to think another way, if he just doesnt care to msg you, either he's a super big chicken that you can dump and cook curry, or that he's not interested at all. I do think that if a guy is interested, he would have msg you instead of waiting for you to do so.

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*different gal from the above* Another thing, i found out that Chinese-ed guys and English-ed guys, they are very different. I was told english-ed guys and gals, they're quite secretive, and it's hard to guess what's on their thought when it comes to expressing their feelings. I've only encountered chinese-ed guys, and they really are straightforward...they either stare at you long long, they will give you love letters, they'll confess, or they'll give you gifts once in awhile for no reason, or when they're younger, they actually buy you gifts every single day!! Sweet right? Ahaha, you should see those love letters!!(now i'm a bit regret that i throw mine away a month ago lol...but no matter, that was then, and they wont serve any purpose for me in the future as well, dont call me cold blooded katak ya) Chinese-ed guys, they're just adorable haha, and they do crazy things for love. That is the spices in the road of relationship and life, arent they? That's why i was in awe that english-ed guys are so so so so different when i was told LOL. ( n to this special girl, u really should have get the contact number!! n there's nothing wrong for a chinese-ed and english-ed to be together, my own parents are one example lol ) All the best!

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Sigh, young adults, they're always surrounded with relationship problems, or is it just recently? Anyway, all the best to all of you, muaks haha. An hour of chatting makes me not so sien dy. Going back to finish that vest!! {it was originally an idea to give it to my future bf, but i think now my bro needs it more, and since i do not have much nod from Mr Cash, so i can only afford normal synthetic strings. But it'll be just nice for M'sia's weather. Ahh, the front part not yet started!!}



P/S: Wool strings cost RM 15 per yarn, and that vest needs 9 yarns and perhaps at least 2 weeks of nonestop knitting!! Synthetic nylon cost me RM 1.50 or RM 2 per yarn only hehe, lokek me!!

There's no need to say goodbye yet

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet

But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

~Regina Spektor: The Call~

Life's been interesting???

I went to KL and will do so again, next week.

I gained weight, again, and i dont think any normal guy will be able to carry me, at all. Though all ppl said i looked slimmer, but that balance showed 'staggering' digits!!!

I was pissed with a pig and i still am.

Life was hectic, i also dont know why it was so, and i'm busy not for myself.

I havent arrange my PP3 case presentation.

I havent touch anything educating.

I got something i totally dont deserve. But it's very cool.

I wasnt showing decent manners recently, and i wonder why. Signs of losing lots of patience, maybe that reason that i'll leave untouch is the main reason for my bad demeanor.

I dont like to disappoint ppl but i guess i will in the end gua >.< pokok jambu at the back of the house. Hmm, now which b*****d cat got her pregnant??? I wanna kasi it!!

Dad's been using lots of chinese proverbs recently, i'm quite impressed, although most of the time, either the nahu's not correct or he just simply fill in the 'blank' with anywords he feels like, or even, a 4-word chinese proverb will become a super long 10-word proverb, like he did last night LOL.

I think i've been affected by one trait of those shopaholics, coz though i looked so fat in that gown (more appropriate to name it a dress), i bought it because i think it's cheap. And ya i think it's cheap. Damn i looked like an opera singer in black, that usually walks onto the stage in a single file...

I need laxatives i guess if i wanna lose some weight, any brands for recommendation?

I'm in fear of the number 6!!

I fear to touch my baby, for 2 months dy, sad, i wont be able to bring her with me, I SERIOUSLY NEED TO FIGURE SOMETHING OUT!! And someone, please boost my passion, Khee Chun? LingWei? Anyone...with strong interest in music will do, please!!

I think that i am cold, now. Ppl are so busy sorting and clearing their feelings and doubts, i just ignore everything. Is this good or bad? The heart that burns brightly, but the eyes that flicker coldly.

Something that's in the blood, is something that's very confusing at times.


I cant think of my other recent updates, or i just too lazy to dig in now, just write anything that come across my brain. Hmm, i'm looking forward to see that traditional costume, since i handpicked the design and cloth meself. But..but..BUT...I NEED LAXATIVES!!!!!

Why?

Why did that happened?

It was stated there that i could collect my visa on 07 May 2008, but why did they update the site 2 DAYS later? If i knew i could collect on Wednesday, i would have been sleeping in my own room by now, waiting to celebrate Mother's Day this Sunday, packing my luggages, or even start planning for what i'm going to do for the last month in Malaysia.

And thanks to them, that I've wasted 2 days, 48 HOURS, and going to waste another 48 HOURS because tomorrow's Saturday and the next day's Mother's Day, so they ruin my nice weekend!!

Thanks to them that i had been talking in bad terms to my mum and thanks to them, i am sick!!

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Why i still dislike this kind of gals? They just make me feel that they have no lifes. Once and again, i heard stories bout gals that actually rejected guys but still flirting madly with them even though they've hurted those guys, pity you guys. I wouldnt have believed that if i didnt read it with my own eyes.

But true, i've seen lots of gals of different races, love to toy guys and are proud to actually share that out loud.

Perasan-ness lol. I wonder, later when those guys grow older, and more mature, will they actually laugh at their silly act and be grateful that they didnt get together with such gals?

Oh, why my baby can only be the centre of attraction when i'm with those classical babes? My baby is more pretty and good mannered than those gals i assure you lol.

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Watched a nice comedy romance today. And i quite like the phrase used: 'Love is like playing Starcraft'. (Well i didnt really play Starcraft before, but i think lil' bro for sure played before.)

Love is like a strategy game...true i guess, the game of emotional manipulation? lol but the problem is, if everyone is holding that concept in their minds, then how exactly are we going to enjoy the process of being in love? Wouldnt it be very tiring? Being pretentious in a relationship, wouldnt that be very troublesome? Some ppl might thing that having such relationship is fun but for me, i prefer to make things clear and simple. Honesty and trust is what matters.

It is always easy to fall in love, but it is very hard to stay in love...the best solution (for me)?? Fall in love with my baby and music, for they always love me lol!! Ah...once and again i miss my baby...

For someone

For someone who just turned 22 on 7th of may, happy (belated) bday once again, and thanks for the wonderful bday party dinner, and just as what hell belle heard, yup, you got the first and second hug lol.

For someone who just got into a relationship, all the best, i'm happy for you and keep having faith. And i'll always remember this, 'you'll never know til you try'.

For someone who are still struggling with him, have faith, even though i'd love to murder him for you. Guess you'll murder me if i manage to do so.

For someone who nearly pissed me off tat day, we can see that you're very self-centered, we love you still, coz all of us are open to anyone who are interested in us. A good friend as we can see, lover? we doubt so. Grow up dude!!

For someone that cheered today, i have a secret to tell you, well things are getting complicated, but i guess i wont have to tell you that soon. And i hope i wont need to tell you one day.

For someone whom i hurt, maybe badly, i'm really sorry, and sorry to your dear that i did that to you. I just dont get the point. If every decision i made seemed wrong, tell me what you desire. Silence doesnt mean i dont care. We know things are always out of our control, no point having extra anxiety. And i am just having bad temper all because of you. That's because i care, for others, i dont even bother to get angry at all. I'm sorry once again. I'll try to improve. I know i've been very disappointing. I love you, and nothing can change that.

For someone whom i subconciously missing for no reason, i just wish to say sorry i didnt tell you that i'm back, but i'm unhappy that you reply my msg super slow, and one msg every few weeks is kinda disheartening. I know you're busy. Those are the reasons why i am not interested to tell you that i'm back. And you ffk me i think at least 3 times dy (sweat)... but still lol, i still respect and admire you much. One day we'll have a cup of tea and talk bout our interest.

For those who still waiting for me somewhere here and there, i'm sorry, too busy to suck some time out for you guys. Will try to reach you all soon. I promise.

For someone whom i am disappointed with, i know something few days ago, which, plus recent events, really rob me off all good impressions i had on you. Be honest to yourself, and be honest to others, if not, when something's beyond repair, then that's your day of judgement, though i doubt that it'll affect you much, as arrogant is always in your genes.

For someone with the emotional range of a teaspoon, i hope you can loosen a bit your heart, try to see things the other way, maybe that'll help. Honestly, the world doesnt revolve around you always.

For someone who's miserable now, i hope you'll learn to grow up, and be more independent.

As stubborn as usual

Just had an interesting conversation with one of my old classmate, Wen Han.

It's been awhile since i last had this kind of conversation, bout boy-gal.

Hmm, how did it started? Oh ya, was chatting bout me going oversea to complete my course, then he was very kind to remind me not to 乱乱来，meaning dont mess around(he meant not to have one night stand) LOL.

Ah then in my opinion, for a gal that's still single at the age of 20, plus with my common look and pear shape figure, it's well, hard haha. Although well, nothing's certain in this world. Who knows i get despo one day right? (bet that's what he was thinking)

But my stronger reasons (and stubborn still) are that,

1. I dont like loud noisy music
2. I dont like crowded place
3. I dont like club or bar and just not interested
4. I dont like the environment
5. I cant dance
6. I cant drink and dont like alcohol
7. Prefer to sit home, listen, surf and read
8. Prefer to go watch opera or classical concert

So since the interest is not there, and as stubborn as i am, it's very 'highly likely' that i'd go clubbing right?

It's true that if every gal's like me, no guy will wanna step into a club, that's why i'm kind of a freak compare to majority of my female coursemates. Just look at them, pretty, make-up, slim, shopping, earrings, gossips, smarts. They all have the same traits. I've notice gals nowadays seems to move towards that direction, no? But dont blame me Wen Han, coz i just lazy to follow and some more, i am rebellious, i just like to be odd and be myself. I just hate to shop, and cant believe why a gal can spend one hour in shower, almost 2 hours to dress up and put makeup? 2 HOURS!!

Women cant be lazy? yes i can. It's true i've been finding excuses all these time, because i know i will remain single, thus i say, when i find a bf, then i will try to dress up. But i'm still conservative, even if i have something to show, i still wont fall into the norm and dress so lil just in the public. I do know that man have to be entertained, so i only entertain my boy or husband can gua lol. And those guys out there, they have so many pretty gals to entertain them, so i need not worried if the male species will be bored.

And i do believe that, in my present form if any guy is interested, i can be assure that i can have faith in him to love me for who i am, not for what i am. Guys nowadays, or lets put it this way, guys my age, well, most of them rely on their eyes, treatment i got is highly different from treatment those pretty gals got, the outer shells are more important than the inner ones for them. I've seen cases how those guys are so willingly to be a slave for those gals, 'yes' to all their desire, even though some of them are attached. And those gals, too flirtatious dy >.<

How i analyse a guy? first from how they treat the lay people. Then how they treat the more superior ppl. And the kind of friends and gals he mixes with. A guy, who may look good, smart, and/or rich, might ended up being a disappointing species for me. Humans, we rely much on first impression which usually is very wrong and inaccurate. Handsome guys are always eye candies, and that's all for me, they are those ppl who will brighten up your day, if you manage to catch a glimpse of them, hasten your blood circulation a bit or put some butterflies in your stomach. What's more important is how he treats those lay ppl, if he doesnt care, then this kind of guy has personality problems. I believe birds of a feather flock together. Look at those friends of his and you can roughly guess his characters. Additionally, the kind of gals he mixes with will tell you his preference. And... and... if you know the kind of gal he dated before or has/had a crush on, the highly likely the next gal he gets will be of same kind. I do not know how true this can be but that's what i observed. And that is why i answered Wen Han, if i had to choose between him and Beckham, of course i rather choose him, someone whom i know better, and someone whom will be more willing to let me understand him better.

I do believe that, if a guy is really interested in a gal, he would have at least, well, for eg., text her for no reason. Of course the way ppl express their interest is different but i do believe, text msg will be more intimate than msn no? Even the most timid guy would have make a move if they're serious. So gals, dont waste your time. And some guys, they only love themselves. Self-centered creatures. So dont be bothered bout that.

Well, i'm not saying that all guys are like that, i've had quite a number of medic friends, males and females, who are rich, talented, good looking etc. They are those ppl i really will appreciate them more. Not only they're humble, friendly and kind, they're willing to help and they are fair to all sorts of ppl. Now that's really worth giving praise.

And it's always fun to be lay ppl i tell you, because you learn more things than those popular or superior ppl. You see things differently, learn about other ppl differently and in the most honest way.

Still, i'm stubborn and refuse to change even though i'm not happy with my current figure. Well, maybe i try to lose some weight before i take flight lar. It's those pretty gals job to entertain guys and be entertained, mine is to watch and just be myself. Seriously, some guys, as time goes by, you'll be mesmerised by them, some, you just cant help but keep on minusing marks. The kind of guy who's perasan is the one i cant tahan most. And sorry that i will actually make them more perasan just to have fun lol.

Like i always said, i am evilll lol and naughty.